Time: 11:58pm.
Day: Sunday October 11 2009.
Mood: This Uneasy feeling in my chest and whirlwind in my head.(Unknown)
I am still feeling the confusion,uneasy feeling that i felt days ago. But day by day i felt it getting stronger. I do not know why i am feeling this unusual emotion. A part of me wants to know what it meant but the other half of me is afraid to even wanna know what is going on. Maybe you guys have felt it before the uneasy feeling inside of you and you dont know what. I am sure that i am not the only one that is feeling this i'm sure there is alot of people out there who felt it before if you have tell me what you did to remedy this feeling. Meaning what did you do about it. I didn't get to sleep yesterday night on saturday cause there was something i was worried about and i do not know what it was. People around me are reacting strangely around me,it all started when i got that uneasy feeling that i felt. Sometimes i wonder if i am the one that cause the unhappiness around me. Does it make any sense? I slept around 830am on sunday cause i was too tired and i had a dream. The same dream that i had afew days ago. It was about someone that i lost contact with and had never speak to for about 2years plus. For whatever reason did i dreamt about that person. In my dream that person was hanging out with me and something in the shadows just grabbed that person's hand and just disappeared it just scared the living daylights out of me ya know. Everything is changing around me,Everything is going so fast that i do not understand what in blazes is going on. Am i losing my mind? Tell me is it true what they say 'Roses for the Strong,Thorns for the weak' i dont even believe in that saying anymore. I have been putting a strong and brave front for others. Gabriel said to me it's about time that i did that for myself for the mean time. But i do not know if i can do it. The light that i found is flickering in the darkness and not stable. I called her(gf) just now and she said she was not feeling well so i wished her good night and all those stuff you say when you have a partner. I am worried about her ya know 2 days not speaking to her is torturing me. I am worried about her health she just get sick so easily sometimes i just wished i f i could be by her side 24/7 and just take care of her with my own hands. I guess that is it i got school tomorrow talk to you again.. se ya Lonewolf out..
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