Monday 12 OCT 2009. Woke up with that feeling again..I feel so uptight and paranoid for some reason. I just wanna know the truth behind all this. Although this feeling is strong it is not necessary. I cant even fucking sleep peacefully. Some people that i know sees me as the guy who is calm and in control of everything that is all a facade if you ask me,in my head there is like a whirlwind in my head. Some people said to me, Iss dont think about it too much ya know bottom line the more that i dont think of it it kept coming back to me. My eyes right now can only see the sadness in people and all that stuff. I dont really know who i am anymore. As you can see i am screwed up here. Need to figure something out before i lose my mind. Checked my mail for mails and i receive a daily horoscope this is today's:
A certain someone you spend an awful lot of time with is about to let you know that every minute you've invested has and will be well spent. You're set up to learn the depth and breadth of a loved one's feelings, and even if you're single, there's no way you'll miss the enormity of those same emotions coming to you via the casual utterances and behavior of someone you had no idea was as fond of you as they really are.
I got no idea what it meant, good bad i dont know. Gonna edit this post when i get back i wanna relax before going to school later so cya..
I am back from school. Yeah its been fun though. Hanged out with my friends in the class talked about raya times. hahas kecoh siol hahas. Happy happy times hahas at least they took my mind off the things that i always think about.. Those 3 Pictures that you see up there are some of the raya pictures that i got from my friends just now.. hahas.. Well i am gonna play CS now and wait for the signal to call so see ya tomorrow yeah...nitez..
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