I am on the verge of going out of my freaking mind,
I am doing my best here to keep myself sane,
I am doing all i can to think of roses and not thorns,
Sunday, October 11 2009 marks the new beginning,
The beginning of what you might ask,
The beginning of a new feeling,
The feeling that combine both light and dark,
That other me is screaming to come out and play,
It is at the strongest today at 1:15am,
And it is just gonna get stronger and,
Eventually i am gonna explode and lose control of my freaking body and mind,
What feeds him is not what i know,
All i know is that it has been screaming in my head and pounding in my chest,
No light can purge this dark heart of mind,
I pray everyday to God to guide me and protect me from myself,
I am seriously doing my extreme best here,
Who knows what the future might hold for me,
I might be who i am right now,
I might be the one they call Split Personality,Gabriel
I do not know anymore,why am i feeling so uneasy?
Till next time,if there is a next time Iskandar the boy with a dark heart out..God bless all of you
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