Posted by IssValenti a.k.a Iskandar On Monday, October 12, 2009 0 Thoughts

Something strange is going on here and i got a feeling it aint gonna be pretty. I just got this feeling that something is going on and i do not know what it is. G i am feeling helpless and restless right now ya know. You understand dont you? Well iss i do not know exactly what, but i am feeling restless to never felt like this before. I dont know man seriously i am so screwed up inside that i just wanna vent my frustration at something. CS is going to help cause i cant feel it. I cant destroy my fan because it is already destroyed. what i need right now is answers. And things just keep getting weirder and weirder around me. Am i just paranoid or am i right here..? What feeds this paranoia is not what i know man. It just keep getting weirder and weirder everyday every second every hour and minutes. I dont know why i am feeling like this. Well i guess its time for the nice Iskandar to go back and welcome the old one back..hahas.. Are you freaking insane Iskandar how can you think so low man seriously. I am tired my dear friend, I AM FREAKING TIRED of feeling this uncertainty i just wanna punch the GOD DAMM FREAKING BLOODY WALL UNTIL MY FIST IS BLEEDING AND EVENTUALLY I WILL BLEED TO DEATH. No one will notice i can give you that.. Hmm maybe some will notice hahahahahas.. Everytime i wanna do something the feeling just keep returning reminding me that something is not right. I sleep i eat i shower anything that i fucking do it just keep reminding me that I AM GOING INSANE. All i know that if i do not find the answer soon enough i will be the one that you guys will not see anymore. I know that i need some time out to myself but if i am alone i i am going to be insane and that feeling will come back to my mind and i start to wonder and it is hurting my god forsaken brain. Man i am so fucked up right now.. Confuse on what i should do Confuse on how to react Confuse of what is going to happen... God if you hear my plea show me what i should do, Put me in the right direction so i can get to the bottom of this, Someone once told me that God wont help those who wont help themselves so i aint gonna sit on my ass all fucking day long.. I will do my best to find out even if this is the last thing i will discover.. Till next time..........................LONEWOLF KNIVES OUT

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Monday, October 12, 2009

Something strange is going on here and i got a feeling it aint gonna be pretty. I just got this feeling that something is going on and i do not know what it is. G i am feeling helpless and restless right now ya know. You understand dont you? Well iss i do not know exactly what, but i am feeling restless to never felt like this before. I dont know man seriously i am so screwed up inside that i just wanna vent my frustration at something. CS is going to help cause i cant feel it. I cant destroy my fan because it is already destroyed. what i need right now is answers. And things just keep getting weirder and weirder around me. Am i just paranoid or am i right here..? What feeds this paranoia is not what i know man. It just keep getting weirder and weirder everyday every second every hour and minutes. I dont know why i am feeling like this. Well i guess its time for the nice Iskandar to go back and welcome the old one back..hahas.. Are you freaking insane Iskandar how can you think so low man seriously. I am tired my dear friend, I AM FREAKING TIRED of feeling this uncertainty i just wanna punch the GOD DAMM FREAKING BLOODY WALL UNTIL MY FIST IS BLEEDING AND EVENTUALLY I WILL BLEED TO DEATH. No one will notice i can give you that.. Hmm maybe some will notice hahahahahas.. Everytime i wanna do something the feeling just keep returning reminding me that something is not right. I sleep i eat i shower anything that i fucking do it just keep reminding me that I AM GOING INSANE. All i know that if i do not find the answer soon enough i will be the one that you guys will not see anymore. I know that i need some time out to myself but if i am alone i i am going to be insane and that feeling will come back to my mind and i start to wonder and it is hurting my god forsaken brain. Man i am so fucked up right now.. Confuse on what i should do Confuse on how to react Confuse of what is going to happen... God if you hear my plea show me what i should do, Put me in the right direction so i can get to the bottom of this, Someone once told me that God wont help those who wont help themselves so i aint gonna sit on my ass all fucking day long.. I will do my best to find out even if this is the last thing i will discover.. Till next time..........................LONEWOLF KNIVES OUT
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