'Tetra Fang-SuperNova' that is the song that i currently listening to right now,it's a type of song that touches me deep within my soul,bringing out all that is trapped inside of my dark heart.
And one of those things is regarding my dad,I have a dad but i don't feel like i have one.Complicated i know but that's how i am feeling right now.Instead of mingling with the family he spend his days sleeping.
My family members went to to Jalan Raya all of them went except me because why?I chose too.The reason i want him to feel the feeling of an incomplete family,he is willing to go to his family houses but my mom's side he doesn't want to go he told my uncle's that he is better spending his time sleeping.
That's why i want to teach him a lesson,if i don't than i do not know who will,i'm the eldest in the family aside from my parents so i have this feeling of responsibility to make things right.
I sometimes do wonder what he is thinking about,just sitting there in his chair,smoking and just lazed around on the bed.I'm not saying that he is lazy,he is a hardworking father,because of him that i ended up this far.He tries his best to fulfill our wishes and needs.But as i get older he seem to drift apart from the family.
When i turned 18 the situation was not that bad compared to now,as time passes by connection seems to lost little by little just like paints on a old wall that peel off as time pass by.
My name 'Iskandar' means 'Defending Men' i think because of that reason i wanna defend my treasured ones from harm,harming through physical and mentally.And my dad's attitude is affecting my mother's mood/feelings,my siblings too.
I do not know what & how much i can do from here on out.Feel like time is running out.But i know one thing for certain though i'll remain strong for my loved ones and i'll will do my best to wake my father up from his dream.I'll slap him,punch him,kick him,throw him if i have to make him wake up.
I don't care what happens to me as long as my family is safe from harm and happy.
Anyway,i went to Compass point with a (girl)friend of mine she wanted to buy some stuff and she asked me whether i can accompany her so i said yeah sure i'm free.And by 'Buying some stuff' i meant 5 shopping bags.Holy crap that is alot of stuff.
We went shopping at Metro,while she was looking at some stuff,i got distracted,by what you might asked?Gundam that's right i ran off without telling her and 5 mins later she screamed out my name and the whole freaking store just looked at me as if i did something wrong.Haiz........can't believe she did that.Hahas kinda funny at a different angle.
You fellow modelers know that i am in search of the 1/100 Gunner Zaku Warrior Lunamaria Hawke version,i can't seem to find it BUT i did found something that i didn't expect to have at the Gundam Fiesta the MG 1/100 Char's Zaku II.
I thought that Bandai has stop producing the kit,but hell while we were walking in the Gundam Fiesta,while we were looking at the models something caught my eye,i rub my eyes to confirm that image and YES 100% GUARANTEE,i say the MG 1/100 Char's Zaku II,took a look at it asked the staff to bring me the box took a look at the box,the parts and i asked him 'How many of this kit do you still have?.And you know what he answered???.'ONE' yes ONE.
The one that i am holding at that time was the only one left,now you know how popular and legendary that kit is.At the moment that he said only left one i answered 'I'll take it'.Hahas now i got it in on my shelf.Beautiful suit,vintage looking and i can't believe my eyes that i got it in my possession.I asked my friend 'Am i dreaming or what?' and you know what she did she step on my foot.SHE WAS WEARING HIGH HEELS for goodness sakes.Hahahas kinda cute she did that hahahas.
After buying my new love of my life model kit,i waited for the taxi with her,she took the taxi and i took the bus.When the cab arrived she said thanks for accompanying her and she had fun.She says next time she wanna go out she'll ask me.And please god don't let her step on my foot while she is wearing high heels.
That's it for todays post.Iskandar A.K.A IssValenti/Kiva Out!!
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