All i ever wanted..

Posted by IssValenti a.k.a Iskandar On Tuesday, September 14, 2010 0 Thoughts

All i ever wanted since i was a child is to feel connected with my family members all six of us connected.

19 years old now and i feel like one of my connection with my family members is beginning to fade away into the abyss.

The only REAL connection i have is with my model kits,they made me feel complete and distract me from feeling the pain of the connection that is fading away.

Pain,pain and more pain is what i am feeling,i put on a facade at home acting i am alright but outside of home the real me shows up.It drowns me with it's overwhelming sadness,anger and all that is associated with darkness.

The only thing that is keeping me sane is a dream that one day every single connection that i made when i was young will one day be made right once again.

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Tuesday, September 14, 2010

All i ever wanted..

All i ever wanted since i was a child is to feel connected with my family members all six of us connected.

19 years old now and i feel like one of my connection with my family members is beginning to fade away into the abyss.

The only REAL connection i have is with my model kits,they made me feel complete and distract me from feeling the pain of the connection that is fading away.

Pain,pain and more pain is what i am feeling,i put on a facade at home acting i am alright but outside of home the real me shows up.It drowns me with it's overwhelming sadness,anger and all that is associated with darkness.

The only thing that is keeping me sane is a dream that one day every single connection that i made when i was young will one day be made right once again.
Posted by IssValenti a.k.a Iskandar at Tuesday, September 14, 2010

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