IssValenti The Dreamer

I am getting very pissed off with the virus in my comp..It seems that the ANTI-VIRUS ain't doing it's freaking job..!! Every single freaking time it activates i need to uninstall my browser just to stop it from doing destruction in my comp.. God have the person that makes all this viruses have no freaking lives...!! Anyway.. Been sicked for the past 3days last Saturday my mom accompany me to the clinic cause i can't freaking walk straight let alone take the freaking bus.. I appreciate that mom Thank you.. Ya know when i think about it there has only been one person that has never let me down before yes my mom.. My dad yes he gives us money and stuff but the time that he spent with us it seems like he didn't care never asked what has been happening to us lately and stuff..To top it all off every single weekend he went fishing..He said that it was his hobby..But my uncle had that hobby when he was still single but now that he is married he quit fishing to spent time with his family and stuff.. If my uncle can do it why not him.. My siblings are still young and he do this what happens when all of us have grown into adults is he gonna abandon us..?I don't know man seriously..Compared to my problems i know someone that has the worst problem of all.. Human selfishness,Greed,Ego,Ignorance that is what i always hate about us humans since i was a kid.. To prove to you what this qualities can do just read this paragraph and after that close your eyes and imagine

'Take a perfect family,Loving parents,siblings not fighting always have food on the table and everything is fine and dandy.. One day everything change just like that.. Be it the mom or dad they wanna separate cause something happened and you find out that you dad/mom had an affair..Everything is broken up.. A once fine,loving family has now become the very opposite "

That is what Human selfishness,Greed,Ego,Ignorance can do to a family.. It can destroy everything that i comes across.. I have a friend,he is deceased now a close friend of mine and like a brother to me.. me and him used to go around and do mischief all over the damn place.. One day he contacted me says that he plans to rob a shop for money.. He did once and got away with it.. The next day i met up with him telling him to stop and stuff.. I said to him if he didn't stop i don't wanna have anything to do with him anymore he said fine alright.. A couple of days later his dad called me up saying that he was dead on the operating table.. I asked what happened and he said that he was involve in an accident..Apparently he rob a shop and was running away from the owner and got hit by a car.. Because of greed i lose my friend.. Now you see what i mean.. What can we do about it though.. We all need to control our desire sometimes and not letting the voices in our head take control of us.. The innermost desire of the person can be the very thing that destroys the person itself.. I've seen to many people giving into temptation and what good will that do.. It's funny how i am saying this things here and i have been giving into temptation every single day.. Smoking Someday i will realize that this is not gonna take me anywhere but the grave one day i will.. But right now i am smoking cause i don't have anything to do..

I've been doing a lot of thinking lately looking at news on TV,reading the article on papers and listening to news on the radio.. All i have been hearing is 'people getting injured cause some fools blow themselves with a bomb'.. There is no more peace in this world every corner in the world people are fighting,fighting over material things that they are not gonna bring to the next world.. If they can bring the thing over to the grave what good will it do.. It ain't gonna cleanse our sins,it's not gonna bring us to heaven.. In my point of view all i see is this guys i am talking about is bored by life and doesn't want to live anymore and blow themselves up with a bunch of C4's.. Because of their actions innocent people get hurt,people that didn't do anything to them and just minding their own business and the worst part is that childrens get hurt to or even worst they get killed.. Young children with dreams,potential to chase and all it takes is some crazy ass guy to blow up and they get killed to.. It's in-Human man i can't stand the those guys..

The reason why i am blogging about this topic is to show you the things that hums are capable of all it takes is Greed,Ego,Ignorance,Lust(don't know what lust means just look it up),Envy and some others to make and ordinary human being and turning him/her into a completely different person.. I am sure most people out there can agree with what i am saying.. In a family the parents is what the kids look up to the pillar that holds the foundation of a family if one of them starts to shake or even worst breaks the whole family will be buried.. Sometimes this kinda thing can be save and sometimes it can't..

I know the pain that this people go through cause everyday when the winds are strong i here people cry and saying 'Why them?' call me crazy if you want but i know what i heard..Voices of the wind sometimes i cry feeling sorry for those innocent people that didn't do a thing and got hurt.. Once thing lead to another,another and eventually things starts to shake and than crumble.. This topic has a very seem connection with my heart i deal with people everyday..My friends email me from time to time telling me that they need someone to talk and of course i am here for them they are my friends.. All of them have the same problems parents getting divorce/partners leaving for no apparent reason.. I wonder how long will it take for this to stop.. Every problems has a solution.. You just have to find it that's all.. It ain't gonna be easy but if you persevere than God will help you.. God will only help those who help themselves gotta keep that in mind ya.. If you love someone be it partners/spouses/friends hang on to them Why? cause in the end of the day those are the person that is there for you..

And with that conclude my entry for today....EissValenti Out..!