Listening to: Coolio~Gangsters Paradise
Mood: Getting there
Mood: Getting there
Four days minimum had passed i still have not regain the sense of taste.. Eating,Smoking,Drinking Tea seems blunt.. But hey at least i am getting better right...hahas no complains there.. Well about the day..hmm let's see i woke up in cold sweat cause something happen in my dream to keep it simple just let say 'A person that i pushed away from my life is coming to haunt me in my dream'.. Let's keep it at that shall we..
Health wise i am okay like i said i am getting better..Family matters,hmm i have been doing some thinking yesterday while i was in the park smoking and looking at the clouds..I tried to put myself in my dad's shoes,experience what he experience ,feel what he feels..I know for certain that every single day he work hard just to provide with us with food on the table..It must be tiring for him working as a cleaner is never easy you need to move around and it takes it's toll on the body..I tried thinking what he thinks,he must be worried about not providing us with the stuff that we need..Since me and my second sis are not schooling anymore the burden that he used to carry are much lighter..That is one of the reason why i chose NS as my next turning point in life..Me and my sis are gonna earn some money..My second sis i do not know what job she be taking but as long as the job is honest i am happy with it,as for me finish my NS continue my career as a police officer and support my family as they have supported me my whole 19 years..My two younger siblings are still schooling third sis in sec 2 younger bro at primary 6..I am worried about the both of them as they are still young they are gonna be exposed to a lot of new things this world has to offer..Third sis still learning what love can do worried about that too..Younger bro PSLE this year and with his playful attitude i am pretty worried..Second same i am worried to i don't know how she will fair in the working world but with her experience with office stuff i ain't that worried..
As for me my path has been clear for me..Finish NS,Career as a Police Officer,Provide for my family(till the day i die) after that who knows i might be still single one thing for sure as long as my goal to provide for my family is not fulfilled i want to remain single..Yes i can't deny the feeling of having a partner..Ya know all that lovey dovey stuff..But right now the only partner that i need is Gabriel and God guiding me to the path that i chose..'you can do anything,if you put your mind to it' the lyrics from Eminem~Lose Yourself..Being a police officer ain't my dream..I am still holding on to this dream..It's childish to some,Crazy for some or just downright wasting money,My dream is to collect all the Yu-Gi-Oh cards that has been printed..I still have my old deck it's been 9 years since i last played with it..That's not all i have another one this is just recently though..I want to travel around the world seeing my friends get to travel i can;t deny that i am jealous of them sometimes..Mostly i wanna travel to Japan man i wish i have the chance to go there maybe bring the whole family there for a holiday or something..Hahas
Well i guess that is it i have stuff to do so see ya around EissValenti out..!!
Health wise i am okay like i said i am getting better..Family matters,hmm i have been doing some thinking yesterday while i was in the park smoking and looking at the clouds..I tried to put myself in my dad's shoes,experience what he experience ,feel what he feels..I know for certain that every single day he work hard just to provide with us with food on the table..It must be tiring for him working as a cleaner is never easy you need to move around and it takes it's toll on the body..I tried thinking what he thinks,he must be worried about not providing us with the stuff that we need..Since me and my second sis are not schooling anymore the burden that he used to carry are much lighter..That is one of the reason why i chose NS as my next turning point in life..Me and my sis are gonna earn some money..My second sis i do not know what job she be taking but as long as the job is honest i am happy with it,as for me finish my NS continue my career as a police officer and support my family as they have supported me my whole 19 years..My two younger siblings are still schooling third sis in sec 2 younger bro at primary 6..I am worried about the both of them as they are still young they are gonna be exposed to a lot of new things this world has to offer..Third sis still learning what love can do worried about that too..Younger bro PSLE this year and with his playful attitude i am pretty worried..Second same i am worried to i don't know how she will fair in the working world but with her experience with office stuff i ain't that worried..
As for me my path has been clear for me..Finish NS,Career as a Police Officer,Provide for my family(till the day i die) after that who knows i might be still single one thing for sure as long as my goal to provide for my family is not fulfilled i want to remain single..Yes i can't deny the feeling of having a partner..Ya know all that lovey dovey stuff..But right now the only partner that i need is Gabriel and God guiding me to the path that i chose..'you can do anything,if you put your mind to it' the lyrics from Eminem~Lose Yourself..Being a police officer ain't my dream..I am still holding on to this dream..It's childish to some,Crazy for some or just downright wasting money,My dream is to collect all the Yu-Gi-Oh cards that has been printed..I still have my old deck it's been 9 years since i last played with it..That's not all i have another one this is just recently though..I want to travel around the world seeing my friends get to travel i can;t deny that i am jealous of them sometimes..Mostly i wanna travel to Japan man i wish i have the chance to go there maybe bring the whole family there for a holiday or something..Hahas
Well i guess that is it i have stuff to do so see ya around EissValenti out..!!
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