Status: Sick,Feverish (just down right bad)
Mood: Nothing except confusion
Listening to: Arch Enemy
'loneWolf' is what people call me,I rarely mixed around with those who are around me even when i do i do not say much i don't know why.. Since i was a kid i had always been like that.. The boy that doesn't talk much or do much and hence my nickname.. Till this very day i am like that.. The nickname for me is an Honor and a Curse.. Why i say curse ? cause everytime i found happiness it always seems to distance itself from me.. Happened to me several times when it happens sometimes i just don't freaking care but now i do care.. People all around me once said to me 'Once you found someone you love,do your very best not to let them go or hurt them' i found someone that i truly love now.. Its been awhile since i tasted love before all this i only tasted the taste of bitterness of darkness.. And losing her will freaking kill me but sometimes when you love someone you have to let them go just so they can be happy and you did that out of loving them.. I hope i do not have to choose between those 2 options.. A sense if purpose and spontaneous is what you get put of love.. It puts that extra feeling in yourself so life wont be so dull and bitter.. This wolf still have a long way to go till he knows what it exactly meant.. But with God acting as his guide he will never lose his way and a sense of purpose and his dreams.. I once had a dream when i was a kid, Everyone deserve to be love and be loved by the right kind of soul.. It doesn't matter how you look and how you dressed its the heart of a person you are after.. Accepting the good and bad quality of a person.. Why..? Cause you love them that is why.. This wolf has scars that people rarely seen and never been healed till this very day.. Never once you make an excuse not to love someone when you got a scar.. You might never know the person who you are in love with might heal those scars for you.. For me i have found someone that has did that for me.. And i am trying to do it for her so she can be happy and have the strength to move on in life.. Well i guess i am gonna rest now feeling sick so cya at night..
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