Posted by IssValenti a.k.a Iskandar On Friday, August 21, 2009 0 Thoughts

Hey Guys hows everyone doing..? I think i said that the last time but whatever(You did say it)So i hope everyone is doing fine despite my late post in the morning hahas..Yup you guessed it alright i have not slept yet,i cant sleep because i was bored so i woke up and did some modding on my PSP...A little tweak here and there hahas..Yup2 i know i have been acting strange lately,reason why..?too much pressure,too much to think about,ya know the NS Medical checkup that i need to go to on the 1st September 2009 at 9am,Think about why am i still in the past and not moving forward and all that stuff..Hahahas..Haiz sometimes it can get very boring when your a Lonewolf ya know,doing your stuff alone...Yeah sure its great because i get some ME time and just chill but from time to time it does get alittle lonely,i watched my friends everyday they,They have this energy around them i dont know know why but it seems that they are happy they have a purpose everyday they wakeup they have someone to talk to,hug and all that stuff ya know..They have their other half..Man i so missed the good old days...I used to be happy,outgoing and cheerfull..But look at me now all i can think about is darkness within my heart all that hate thats all i focus about i can't seem to get my mind of her..Its like i have this sickness that got stuck in my heart and brain and worse of all..I am suffering alone...Haiz..I dont know why but i recive a message from a friend of my saying,let me type what he send me "Iskandar its been awhile since i contact you,but i know everything there is to know about what happen since we last contacted each other..All i can say is press on forward and keep going forward if you cant take alittle step back and make a leap forward,I know that you are stronger than this eiss you are the one that brought me to my senses when i was down and now i have a chance to repay you back...Stay strong and God Bless" well thats the message,well bro thanks for the encouragement i will do what i can to get back in the Game..So till next time Iskandar OUT..!!

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Friday, August 21, 2009

Hey Guys hows everyone doing..? I think i said that the last time but whatever(You did say it)So i hope everyone is doing fine despite my late post in the morning hahas..Yup you guessed it alright i have not slept yet,i cant sleep because i was bored so i woke up and did some modding on my PSP...A little tweak here and there hahas..Yup2 i know i have been acting strange lately,reason why..?too much pressure,too much to think about,ya know the NS Medical checkup that i need to go to on the 1st September 2009 at 9am,Think about why am i still in the past and not moving forward and all that stuff..Hahahas..Haiz sometimes it can get very boring when your a Lonewolf ya know,doing your stuff alone...Yeah sure its great because i get some ME time and just chill but from time to time it does get alittle lonely,i watched my friends everyday they,They have this energy around them i dont know know why but it seems that they are happy they have a purpose everyday they wakeup they have someone to talk to,hug and all that stuff ya know..They have their other half..Man i so missed the good old days...I used to be happy,outgoing and cheerfull..But look at me now all i can think about is darkness within my heart all that hate thats all i focus about i can't seem to get my mind of her..Its like i have this sickness that got stuck in my heart and brain and worse of all..I am suffering alone...Haiz..I dont know why but i recive a message from a friend of my saying,let me type what he send me "Iskandar its been awhile since i contact you,but i know everything there is to know about what happen since we last contacted each other..All i can say is press on forward and keep going forward if you cant take alittle step back and make a leap forward,I know that you are stronger than this eiss you are the one that brought me to my senses when i was down and now i have a chance to repay you back...Stay strong and God Bless" well thats the message,well bro thanks for the encouragement i will do what i can to get back in the Game..So till next time Iskandar OUT..!!

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