IssValenti The Dreamer

Today was the 1st day of school for the term..i went back around 2 reach home around 3...the day was fine learn something new..1st lesson was good the teacher is knowledgeable but one think is he will not entertain anyone that came late..a few of my friends got a scolding from him..and they were ask to do their work themselves without him explaining to them..he said it was a waste of time..but overall my group has a good number of students that studies well so it'll be easier for me to study without any interruptions..second lesson was a combine group(group one and two)..so it was a bit hectic and noisy, nevertheless i picked up some new things that i didn't know about the DC motor..after that group one was dismissed and group two continued their lesson. I went home with one of my old friends i call him "yat"..we took 80 to go home..after i got home i found out the the electrical supply to my house was cut off because we didnt pay the tax..So i gave my mum $600 from my account to pay the tax and the supply resume at 4:30pm..i went to the park today to relax around 6pm i saw some kids playing they were so carefree without a care in the world it is hard to believe that i was once like that..carefree and happy. Well we all go to grow out someday face some challenges and trials of life..In life it does not matter if we get there fast or first its about the journey that we take to get there...Did we learn something..? and all that kind of question need to be thought about and answered. Today alot of has been opening out to me..I saw the world where i am the king of my own destiny i am the one that controls what happen to my life the world of possibilities...All good things aside every world has a Darkness a darkness which will drag you down to the pits of hell..Doesn't sound so nice isn't it..Like it or not it's the truth..For my case i had been living in the darkness for a long time since i was in primary one..i had no one friends to play with.But still my parents were there..When i reach the age of 16years old(now i am 18)..I discovered that i can make people suffer to the extend that they almost kill themselves i heard a voice one day when i was in the park it says "Hello Iskandar" asked whose there than it says look into the pond and you will see so i did that and i saw my self with my frinch covering my right eye(that time i had short hair)..I was curious so i asked who is he he said that "I am the one that lives inside of you"..we talk about alot of things and finally i gave him a name "Gabriel" is his name..My other self...Thats all for today a story about what happen today and abit of history about me...Till next time..