I once had someone by my side,that person is not a part of my family she left me 2/3 years ago because of cancer.We were best friends and over time became more than that.
The last time we met was 3 days before Hari Raya,and on the morning of Hari Raya i received a call from her brother saying that she died in the Hospital the day before at night,So i told him 'Why didn't you tell me sooner?' he can't answer me.
That piece of news deliver a blow to me that even those kickboxer that i faced last time can't even come close to what i felt 2/3 years ago..I can't,just can't............
And today after our 'Breakfast' went to my room with a smile,but deep inside i know that i will feel like this every Hari Raya.And i do not know if my eyes were playing trick on me or was it my brain manifesting the image of her,i saw her smiling,waving at me in the middle of my room along with my grandfather from my father's side.
Tears rolling down my cheek and all i can do is smile back,stay strong and proceed to do my prayers.
Sometimes i feel like no matter how strong i am,how many kickboxer i beaten,no matter how much i try to run away from it i can still feel the pull from reality trying to make me realize that,that is the truth,the truth that she's gone.
No matter what you'll still be the one that i treasure the most Fitria.Selamat Hari Raya,Maafkan Iskandar kalau Iss ade buat salah dengan you.
4 years ago
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