IssValenti The Dreamer

Listening To: Velvet Eden-Nocturne

Mood: Tired & confused

First of all i wanna say 'Happy Mother's Day' to all mothers out there and especially to my dear mother Asmiah Bte Mustapah..

My mom hmmmm what can i say about her.She is a kind,understanding,caring and knowledgeable person that understands me more that i know about myself.She has been the inspiration and drive to everything that i do although my dad is the one that provide for the family,she is always at home taking care of us food,washing clothes and all.My dad i am partly disappointed in him sometimes.Well this entry i am not gonna talk about my dad that much its about my mother so yeah.

She brought me into this world alone in the hospital without my dad there by her side.She suffers alone to bring me into this world and on the 30th January 1991 Muhammad Iskandar Bin Kassim was brought into this world.All she done to me i remember I'll never forget her kindness and the things that she taught me.She is the one that taught me to live my life with Honor,Dignity,Respect,Perseverance and most importantly Faith.She molded me to become the person that i am today but with good comes the bad.

Although she taught me all that stuff there is one thing that she can't see me become,'The Person That i Really Am' to put it short i have personality that some call it 'Split Personality' I'm a different person when i change into 'that' guy.Alright enough about that.

Although i can be a handful and hard headed sometimes my mom doesn't give up on me.There is one time that she gave me motivation to carry on :

'I was involved in an accident with a car when i was in Primary two,i wanted to buy ice cream that time and i said to my mom that i will go the a certain shop but i went to a different shop that needed to be crossed in order to reach it.So i went there instead because the other other shop was closed.I was about to cross the road when a car sped up and knock me over and my left foot was hit by the top left Tyre of the care and as a result there was a big gaping wound so big that i could see my veins and my bones but somehow i pull my foot out,i was crying and panic but somehow i could walk i was more limping than walking.I walked to my house screaming for my mother.In the moment of impact the only think that i could think of is my mom not the ice cream but my mom just the thought of her gave me enough strength to pull my foot out and limp my way to my house.She heard my voice and cried tears in her eyes and i was like 'What the hell?' She called my dad but couldn't reach him so he called my uncle to get me too hospital to receive treatment.After that she took great care of me and i recovered.'

I do not know how but my mom and me has this sense too sense something that might happen without the thing actually happened confusing? yeah me too.

Anyway bottom line is i wanna say to my mom :

As the eldest among my siblings and behalf of them i wanna say Happy Mother's Day to her and thanks for taking great care of us without her as my motivation i think i would be in the streets doing some bad stuff.So thank you mother and me and my siblings love you very much..

Well that was some mushy stuff that i post hahahas ^_^ So that is it Chow people!!