It ain't like me to get so worked up over a trivial matter i really don't understand myself sometimes,i didnt went to NDP training yesterday went to HTA to report to my Chief Trainer and reported sick cause i have a fever and didn't feel to well i wanted to stay but he ordered me to go to to polyclinic to produce an MC i'm very pissed off right now and to make matter worst i need to take another MC to cover me on Sunday and Monday god damm it!
I'm used to being alone all the time even in HTA i don't mixed around much just like to mind my own business like reading a book or polishing my boots or just watch the clouds past by me every minute,i do know that some of my squad mates think that i am anti-social it's just that i like peace that's all but hey 'Once a LoneWolf,Will always Be One' right?
A few hours ago i release some of my emotions by doing some heavy exercise Push Ups,Dips,Leg Shuffle and some that i made up myself while listening to 'Blue' that's a band by the way.There's alot of things in my head that is starting to take their toll on me,situation at home,situation at HTA and some personal issues that i need to sort out.Sometimes i just want to kill or hit myself on the head on a freakin wall,ever since i entered PNS i start to see things in a different way and things,people around me changed for better or worst.
I do not know how this will affect me in the long run but one thing i know is that it's not gonna be easy,nothing is easy even getting free gifts we need to spend money or queue up to get it.
I tend to be really cold hearted when i am in no mood for nonsense and bullshits i can say the truth in your face and make you lose your face i wish there is someone that i can talk to other than my other self.
Well i wanna chill so see ya Valenti out!
4 years ago
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