IssValenti The Dreamer

Yesterday was a great day i woke up at 1pm i think cause i was too tired yesterday hahas,MSN till 3am in the freaking morning i tell ya and watch some MV's to..

Emotional for me as well not gonna say why but my siblings know.hahas nothing much happen cause i was at home the whole day playing with my beloved PSP,watching Nami do her thing and some photoshopping too.I told ya i don't go out much hahas..

Speaking of photoshop i downloaded some new brushes tried to do a wallpaper black & white mostly and guess what i can't do a damm thing,I fried my god forsaken brain trying to figure out what to do and what in the blue hell am i doing,I feel like a total noob sometimes,hahas.I guess trying to hard can also hurt you hahas got to keep that in mind.

Last time i can make about 4-5 wallpapers a day and now only occasionally.Why? as i said when i am creating a wallpaper it reflects on how i feel at the moment.I had some complicated emotions last time and that drives me to do but now i really do not know how i feel (sometimes) and with that comes my inability to create something out of nothing.Really stressful sometimes hahas.

Hmm maybe one day i will have that drive again one day,do not know when but i know it will come to me eventually hahas.So no worries there i guess..

Only a few more days left till enlistment day 9 march baby yeah 9 march is the date that i will become part of NS men status hahas..Well i guess I'll see what i can do from here till next time IssValenti Out!