Posted by IssValenti a.k.a Iskandar On Sunday, February 14, 2010 0 Thoughts

Listening To: Gundam OST-Find the way

Mood: Relax

Woke up at 3pm yesterday cause i was too tired and the dream that i had was interesting and it kept me sleeping even my phone rang i didn't pick it up..You guys know how i like to help people when they need help,I'll do what ever i can to help(depends on the situation)them..This dream of mine that i had something to do with that..The dream was:

'I was in some kind of school with my old friends 3girls 3boys,one of the girl i never talk much with so i do not know much about her anyway in the dream we were hanging out smoking and than suddenly the girl that i talked about walked away sitting alone she was looking kinda troubled in my eyes so the voice in my heart says 'Eiss,go check out what is going on with her' i was hesitant at first but i thought to myself when was the last time that my heart has let me down i can't think of the time..So i finish my cig walked up to her and asked her what is the matter..I can't recall what she said to me but i know that i have helped her..After the incident me and her talked and got to know each other..Everything went well we became friends but in the end she said to me 'eiss,you have helped me so now stay away from me'..i was confused on what she was saying i am not the kind the guy that clings to people much..After that i woke up..'

With having said that i am wondering if what i do to help those around me comes at a price,I wonder if they are worth helping..That dream has place a dent inside my head..Meaning i am starting to question what i do..I always tried my best to help those around me not everyone i can help it really depends on the situation..If it cost my Honor and Dignity just forget about it..That is the only rule that i listen to when i am thinking of helping people..I have my fair share of people throwing me aside when their problem are solved..I still remember the dream that i had my late grandfather(my dad's father) he said 'Iskandar you can't expect others to acknowledge you when their problems are solve but remember what you are doing now is good and the only one that really acknowledge your effort to help those i need is God'..I now undersatnd what he meant by that..Till next time EissValenti out!

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Sunday, February 14, 2010

Listening To: Gundam OST-Find the way

Mood: Relax

Woke up at 3pm yesterday cause i was too tired and the dream that i had was interesting and it kept me sleeping even my phone rang i didn't pick it up..You guys know how i like to help people when they need help,I'll do what ever i can to help(depends on the situation)them..This dream of mine that i had something to do with that..The dream was:

'I was in some kind of school with my old friends 3girls 3boys,one of the girl i never talk much with so i do not know much about her anyway in the dream we were hanging out smoking and than suddenly the girl that i talked about walked away sitting alone she was looking kinda troubled in my eyes so the voice in my heart says 'Eiss,go check out what is going on with her' i was hesitant at first but i thought to myself when was the last time that my heart has let me down i can't think of the time..So i finish my cig walked up to her and asked her what is the matter..I can't recall what she said to me but i know that i have helped her..After the incident me and her talked and got to know each other..Everything went well we became friends but in the end she said to me 'eiss,you have helped me so now stay away from me'..i was confused on what she was saying i am not the kind the guy that clings to people much..After that i woke up..'

With having said that i am wondering if what i do to help those around me comes at a price,I wonder if they are worth helping..That dream has place a dent inside my head..Meaning i am starting to question what i do..I always tried my best to help those around me not everyone i can help it really depends on the situation..If it cost my Honor and Dignity just forget about it..That is the only rule that i listen to when i am thinking of helping people..I have my fair share of people throwing me aside when their problem are solved..I still remember the dream that i had my late grandfather(my dad's father) he said 'Iskandar you can't expect others to acknowledge you when their problems are solve but remember what you are doing now is good and the only one that really acknowledge your effort to help those i need is God'..I now undersatnd what he meant by that..Till next time EissValenti out!

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