Listening To: Unknown Theme
Mood: Focused & Ruthless
Overall: Focused
At 10am today I saw something in one of my computer folders that i swore to myself not to look at it ever again,I came by it by chance wondering and forgetting why i name the folder 'Lost Memories'..Saw a picture and something inside of me is awaken the moment i saw that picture the person inside of me is screaming and begging for mercy from God and asking him to forgive my mistakes.. That is how bad it was.. I swore to myself that i will and would not let my eyes lay upon that image again and by chance i stumble upon it..Now i can't get that image out of my head.. My kind of person when i hate,detest or disappointed in someone no matter what happen i never look back.. Sometimes i will and things can go better from there but this person something inside of me and the winds telling me to distance myself from that person, I do not know why i can't seem to find fault in that person.. nevertheless things around me and voices in my head are telling me that this person is bad news and i should stay away for good.. That made me confused really confused till date i can't tell why.. Even this post is confusing me.. Not even a good sleep would erase what i have just seen... Something inside of me has broken loose and i find that i've changed no longer the guy that believe in everything except for god.. Don't even think about the 'L' word.. Freaking hate that word and as far i am concern i am doing better without it in my life anyway.. Cya
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