IssValenti The Dreamer

Took me awhile to finish this cause i was distracted in the mind,confuse on what to do and how to do.. That feeling has cause me to come up with a piece like this cause when i do a wallpaper it reflects on what i am feeling at the moment.. As you can see i was feeling kinda dull and bored and kinda sad i think.. hahas Doing this wallpaper while listening to the music by Three Days Grace entitled "World So cold" hence the name of this piece right here. The day has been eventful for me, i had never let out all my feelings to my friends before,they asked me what's wrong cause they can see that i am in pain so i told them. They understood how i felt cause they have gone through it.. Faizal text me in the afternoon saying that i need to do something but in order to do that i must change myself. Change who i am. He said its the only way that i can solve this but i will never changed myself. I am who i am I am Iskandar the boy who does not like to rush things but think of all the possibilities that could happen and act accordingly. By doing so almost 18 years i survive my challenges and my trials. I have to trust myself on this one. Even if things don't turn out the way that i hope it would, still i have no regrets because i know i did my way and doing it by being myself. I seek advice to others to increase my thinking rate about the problem and gather all the information and summarize them all and in the end the information became my own thoughts and my own solution.. Ya know sometimes i wonder how can i be so freaking calm when facing challenges like this (sometimes i am not that calm). Well see ya around than got school at 8am.. so see ya when i get back alright... Iskandar One Winged Angel Out..