IssValenti The Dreamer

Tuesday has been a great day for me things finished in time, new things learned, connections made, problems fixed and by problems i mean some PSP problems that my friends had and i fixed it and it works.. I was asleep just now and woke up cause my friend called me and after that i went back to sleep and yeah and i forgot that i had some work to do so i was rushing to finish it and after this i am gonna sleep.. Just so freaking tired.. Watched twilight with Qamarul on ismail's laptop we 3 watched it together and i liked it.. but cant finished it cause we need to move in to the next class.. So yeah i was pretty pissed off.. Ya know what i am thinking now my thoughts right now is about 'How long will this go on like this?' dont know what i am talking about huh..? well that is expected since i didn't tell you guys.. just let say i have been thinking about it since last week i don't know when and how it will all end but it got to end at some point.. Anyway i had a dream yesterday my late grandfather came to visit me in my dreams and he said that my problems are only beginning so i must be strong to face them starting now i am gonna learn how to handle things and be calm about it.. Although i know how to be calm and collected it doesn't hurt to elevate the level of my calmness.. Just afew more months or weeks till my day as an ITE students come to an end.. I hurts me so deeply that things won;t be the same Graduation on primary and secondary doesn't even come close to how i am feeling about ITE life cause i have learnt alot from all sorts of people learn new Sport(Floorball and i enjoy it).. Good and bad times my friends and i shared we had arguments,fights,laughter ya know thats what this life is about being close and connected to who you care about.. But the interesting part is everyone is unique.. And i am blessed with friends like that ya know.. As i have told you guys that 2 of my secondary school friends are in my class Hidayat and Khairul.. Yat he is the kinda guy that handles problems really well even when something or someone hurt him i can always see a grin or a smile on his face.. Khairul hahas he is abit naughty same with yat he is the type that will tell it as it is just what i need ya know when i am feeling delusional he always wakes me up with those straight forward words of his.. All of them has make this lonewolf learn the meaning of friendship and it just breaks my heart to leave all of them since almost all of them are gonna continue studying next year and i am going to NS.. But its my decision no one has been involved in the decision that i made.. So i guess thats it though so cya tomorrow and god bless all of you.. Iskandar out..!