IssValenti The Dreamer

It just seems like yesterday that my life as a lonewolf has come to an end,but it has begun once again the thing that you get when supressing the wolf's anger is rage..i went berserk just now destroying everything that i see,anything that i touch my eyes filled with anger and hatred my heart filled with darkness once again.I am not the Iskandar that i used to be everything has changed aku dh buat janji dengan diri aku pada hari 22 July 2005..janji tu ialah "aku muhammad Iskandar takkan buat kerja2 yang tidak berfaedah lagi,aku dh cuci tangan untuk pukul orang lagi aku takkan buat kerja2 yang tak senonoh" that is the promised that i made to myself because i dont wanna end up in hell...I had a dream 3years ago that made me promised that to myself..a dream so real and frightening that i cried and screamed..i was in hell and there is this man saying "engkau tak sepatut nya disini wahai muhammad Iskandar bin kassim,masa masih ada untuk kau,insaflah,insaflah.."it felt real and that is the time that i discovered my reflection on the mirror was not who i thought it was,that being looked like me talk like me dress like me but one thing is diffrent his eyes just something about that eyes made me think...That could be the Iskandar the old one the bastard that eveyone hates..i named him gabriel his voice still talks to me form time to time mostly today he controlled my body..If i said Lonewolf you should know what i meant ..