Iskandar The One Winged Angel lost his path....
Today has no class for me and my friends cause yesterday we did every single damm MF revision...Sorry for my bad language i am just agitated from the slightest thing today,i got no idea why but i have been hearing voices in my ear and no one is there...I know i am use to it and all but this one is diffrent...Something inside of me is begging me for it to come out...i think it's the old Iskandar trying to get my attention...Sometimes i just feel so helpless,lost and i got no freaking idea why,all i know that i need to be on the path that i once walked on...Right now i am not even sure where am i....(Dont try to be sarcastic) it means mentally i dont know why i do what i do...i dont know why i say what i had said...Make sense...? I know you guys dont get it and i understand...If you have the chance to get inside my mind all you can see is a maze with no way out but full of traps that tries to stop me from getting an answer...I am good at expressing myself through the use of "Things" example....When i got no idea what i am doing or i am in searched of an answer i would say "I'm Lost in this dark abyss in search of a light"....All in all Gabriel's voice just keep telling me to not to give up and stay strong...Sometimes i even hurt people without i myself realizing that i just hurt them badly...One occasion i went berserk and i hurt a guy so bad that he ended up in hospital..And i have no memory of what had happened...Thats why i just keep a low profile all the time to prevent any problems...You could say that i am afraid of life abit....Not knowing what will happen next is scaring the living daylights out of me..Some even may consider life as an adventure...I dont know what to think,what to do,what to say,how to act bottom line i am completely messed up from the inside out....So see ya around ,i wanna kill some noobs on CS:S so yeah...
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