Posted by IssValenti a.k.a Iskandar On Sunday, July 12, 2009 0 Thoughts

I am tired of running away today i just feel so lost,lost my path i cant see the light every where i turn there seem to be faces which i do not want to see why am i feeling this way and why is this happening to me...what have i done wrong Since i was young i have been fighting fighting for what i believe in,i used to believe in true love and honor but now it seems like it was just a fantasy a dream no matter how hard i try no matter how hard i fight things wont go the way i want them to...Maybe 2years in NS will change me mak me stronger than what i already am...Yeah maybe all i need is a little time out from all this shit....Sort things out find my calling in life and change so that no one could recognize me or aleast i change my attitude to become hostile and mean....hahas...That is not like me at all....Everytime i sleep i get a dream i am sure you do...What i dreamt about is I have a wing on my left back...And when i woke up my left back hurts like hell just feels like something drop a haymaker on me....Angels have wings for a reason but when Humans have wings they will be called a "Monster" or something like that....Things have changed alot when i was away...My Friend have a new boyfriend,And another friend have found his calling in life and i am still struggling with the past...Thats it i am gonna sleep so cya around Iskandar out...!!

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Sunday, July 12, 2009

I am tired of running away today i just feel so lost,lost my path i cant see the light every where i turn there seem to be faces which i do not want to see why am i feeling this way and why is this happening to me...what have i done wrong Since i was young i have been fighting fighting for what i believe in,i used to believe in true love and honor but now it seems like it was just a fantasy a dream no matter how hard i try no matter how hard i fight things wont go the way i want them to...Maybe 2years in NS will change me mak me stronger than what i already am...Yeah maybe all i need is a little time out from all this shit....Sort things out find my calling in life and change so that no one could recognize me or aleast i change my attitude to become hostile and mean....hahas...That is not like me at all....Everytime i sleep i get a dream i am sure you do...What i dreamt about is I have a wing on my left back...And when i woke up my left back hurts like hell just feels like something drop a haymaker on me....Angels have wings for a reason but when Humans have wings they will be called a "Monster" or something like that....Things have changed alot when i was away...My Friend have a new boyfriend,And another friend have found his calling in life and i am still struggling with the past...Thats it i am gonna sleep so cya around Iskandar out...!!

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