We cannot escape change BUT we cannot change to the extend that other people won't recognize us..

Posted by IssValenti a.k.a Iskandar On Wednesday, June 17, 2009 0 Thoughts

Hey Blog,Iskandar's here..so lets get to work shall we..Well today has not been a good day for me,still i kept calm..I woke up around 530pm..so its late..Because i was up all night cannot sleep i have no idea why...The sense of fear,not like any other fear that i've felt before..This one is diffrent..Once i close my eyes to sleep i felt it again..I just do not know what is happening to me..Is it Guilt..??..If it is what did i do wrong.??...I'll figure out this by myself..Because no one can help me with this..seriously..hahas..So anyway didnt eat anything that my mother cooked because i had no appetite..Didnt eat anything until around 730pm or later,i cook up something with bread and eggs..There's 6 bread so i ate only 5 because again no appetite..After eating when inside my room without speaking to anyone or anything..Online in MSN not much happening because i put my status Busy..I tried to do a wallpaper today but i failed Five GOD damm times..Dont know why this has never happen to me before..I tried to use one particular picture but i just cant do anything with it..Tried and tried but nothing work..I ended up doing wallpaper with alot of Guns in them..So i'll post it and check it out for your self..With That aside i have some things that i want to accomplish before going to NS i got six to nine months or one year depending on my final result..So i am going to type a list of what i want to accomplish before going to NS,Here goes nothing:








Things that i want to do before NS:



  1. Clear the air with my angel,find out why she ignored me in the 1st place and if i am the wrong i will apologize

  2. Study smart and hard as to go to Higher nitec next year

  3. Find my center of focus in my life

  4. Be a person who is calm and cool and not be such a hot head(hahas)


So that is it Thats the list The one that i highlight in RED is the most important,Because it has been in my mind for the longest time..And i just cant function properly..I know i said that the answer will come to me eventually but my mother said that "God wont help those who wont help themself"..So i cant just sit here on my ass and do nothing.."I'm coming for you,and i hope that you have the answer that i need"........Thats it for today Iskandar is very tired..so cya around





So this is the wallpaper with guns on it..

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Wednesday, June 17, 2009

We cannot escape change BUT we cannot change to the extend that other people won't recognize us..

Hey Blog,Iskandar's here..so lets get to work shall we..Well today has not been a good day for me,still i kept calm..I woke up around 530pm..so its late..Because i was up all night cannot sleep i have no idea why...The sense of fear,not like any other fear that i've felt before..This one is diffrent..Once i close my eyes to sleep i felt it again..I just do not know what is happening to me..Is it Guilt..??..If it is what did i do wrong.??...I'll figure out this by myself..Because no one can help me with this..seriously..hahas..So anyway didnt eat anything that my mother cooked because i had no appetite..Didnt eat anything until around 730pm or later,i cook up something with bread and eggs..There's 6 bread so i ate only 5 because again no appetite..After eating when inside my room without speaking to anyone or anything..Online in MSN not much happening because i put my status Busy..I tried to do a wallpaper today but i failed Five GOD damm times..Dont know why this has never happen to me before..I tried to use one particular picture but i just cant do anything with it..Tried and tried but nothing work..I ended up doing wallpaper with alot of Guns in them..So i'll post it and check it out for your self..With That aside i have some things that i want to accomplish before going to NS i got six to nine months or one year depending on my final result..So i am going to type a list of what i want to accomplish before going to NS,Here goes nothing:








Things that i want to do before NS:



  1. Clear the air with my angel,find out why she ignored me in the 1st place and if i am the wrong i will apologize

  2. Study smart and hard as to go to Higher nitec next year

  3. Find my center of focus in my life

  4. Be a person who is calm and cool and not be such a hot head(hahas)


So that is it Thats the list The one that i highlight in RED is the most important,Because it has been in my mind for the longest time..And i just cant function properly..I know i said that the answer will come to me eventually but my mother said that "God wont help those who wont help themself"..So i cant just sit here on my ass and do nothing.."I'm coming for you,and i hope that you have the answer that i need"........Thats it for today Iskandar is very tired..so cya around





So this is the wallpaper with guns on it..

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