IssValenti The Dreamer

Has not been writing for awhile now..been busy with things(floorball,home problems,personal problem and stuff that keeps appearing in my dreams)..Alot of us has problems of our own,its how we handle this problems that define us a a person a human.Some people handle problems by confronting it settling it on the spot,i know a person who does that.Some might just close one eye and turn the other way and escaping from it.But me i tend to solve problems quite differently i neither settle the problem on the spot neither do i turn a blind eye,my way of dealing with problems is by going to the park watching the clouds go by and smoke a few sticks and if there is a friendly animal by i would talk to it..kinda weird i know some how i can feel that they know what i am talking about even if they don't reply in the conversation.Hahas well thats me my mum always told me that all living things has a soul be it humans,animals and plants they all have soul that makes them living things just like us..I'm the kind of guy that stays cool under pressure but sometimes i just snap i cant help it, it really feels good to lose control thats why i smile when i am angry.Right Gabriel..??..Hahas..well school has been tiring lately alot of stuff learned.New connections are being made through out the the whole day.I'm starting to lose the feeling of love..I don't get it why do people love when they know that they can be hurt in the process..I'm having doubts about this..I've seen my friends suffer,i have seen my parents suffer and me i suffer too..the pain,the sorrow,the oblivion why do people want to love when this things could affect you..Love songs talk about faithfulness,never apart,distance will never tear them apart i just dont get it..For me if things that can hurt you physically or emotionally why do it..Look whose talking iskandar you have a girlfriend right hahahas...You really crack me up eiss..so let me ask you this question why did you stead with your girlfriend if you are feeling this way..??..That question my friend i dont really know the answer..Its fun at first all the lovey dovey is there and when things get longer especially with distance the issue of trust and love is question...When it drags on for days,weeks,months and years things could be dull,promise can broken(a friend of mine once said that)..Now i do not know what i am going to do..I guess I'll have to just "wing it" so do speak...They say communication is important in a relationship i once thought that too but now things change i am realizing that i am beginning to break my promise..One by one......Enough of this love shit i cant take it anymore its making my blood boil and my head spin..Change topic eiss..Alright than i got a new CPU its my uncle's its a gamer's CPU and its fast just how fast lets just say it can download a 1Gb file in one 45mins..All the things that i do on this computer is just accelerated loving this cpu going to take care of it..Gonna have floorball training on tuesday..Floorball is what i play just to pass the time to get away from my personal affairs and just come to one place where everyone is passionate about floorball..You can call it my second home..Good teacher good friends what can they ask for more..I know that sometimes things can get heated up from a game but a strong sportsmanship is needed in order to really enjoy the sport and have fun..I've bought a stick its "Blast concave Limited edition" the price was a bargain $100 bought it Khairul's friend..Still not use to it though..I've got to wear a damm glove just to have control of the stick..Hafiz says that when you get a new stick it will be awkward to use and he is right..I'll just have to practice and see how things go..Me and you are going to be best friends right "concave"...hahas..Thats enough for tonight got school in 7hours time,I've got to relax listen to a couple of songs and smoke for abit and maybe get some shut eye..so till next time

Something that i made just now(Looking at my ring and made me think about my angel)