Its Monday 25th May 2009..its been awhile since i am calm like this although i am facing a dilemma here..I got a letter from NS regarding a checkup so on the 24th I'm going to the checkup...Not nervous cause i knew this day would eventually come..My purpose in entering to protect the things that i hold dear...Thats not much i guess only a few things...But i realize when something is gone you will truly know the importance of that thing is to you..I'm sure you guys have something that you lost and you miss it so much..same with me..Lost my angel of light though..Still suffering but hey i'll get over it..Eventually..Just got to focus other things...Today i spent alot of time with my family sat down with them talked about stuff...I didnt do that 4 a long time...And my dad went fishing..Sometimes i wonder if fishing is more important to him than his family..but i got no say..its his hobby..just like me and floorball..Live breathe floorball...So it's up to me to take care of the family when my dad isnt home..I didnt make any wallpapers this weekends cause busy with programming something that i have worked on for 2 years now...When its done i will tell you...I rarely talked about this program cause its very buggy and i am still trying to make it work...Its still gonna take sometime b4 i can use it though..But when its done its gonna be mind blowing..Well thats it for today got school in 8hrs time so gonna get some rest..Here is a few words before i go :
Let there be light in your life,
Dont let darkness engulf you in the shadows,
And finally
Let there be an angel for everyone that i know
and reading this...
My punishment will come for all the hurting that i had done to people
So till here..
I apologize
Lonewolf_knifes
Iskandar
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